i got the new matchbook romance, i dunno, it's good but it just doesn't do anything to me, i don't feel anything like i do from the first one, maybe it's just associated memories of ally, but i think it's more than that, i don't think the new one is as good, less feeling

haha, ole i say, olay!!!!!

don't laugh don't cry

i laid down on the bridge just to look up at the sky. I lit a cigarette just to watch the smoke swirl, god knows i can't stand the taste, everything's so clear now. closed my eyes as headlights cover me for a few seconds. things were always clear but now i'm not hiding from the truth. shivering out of habit cuz i don't feel the cold, i never ( Read more... )

life isn't as deep as we make it seem. i wish it was

a girl that actually knows how to fuck!! it's been years, oh fuck my mind is officially blown. fallout boy is this close from convincing me to giving up music forever, i don't normally drive drunk but i'm too happy to care, if you don't hear from me i'm either in heaven or dead and i'm not sure if it matters, fuck you all i loved you, let's dance.

it's so nice not to care about anything anymore, i don't mean that in the freakin emo sense either, hehe. just livin it up and not caring what's gonna happen in an hour or whether i'll be alive tomorrow, just as long as i'm not bored right now, is it selfish, oh yes, but fuck if i'm not the top priority in my own life why should anyone else care ( Read more... )

dun dun                                                    dun
looks like you got it all together
duuuun                                                          dun dun
i really wish you were falling apart

i know you'll never make it without me
                 da na da   na    da   na    da duuuuuuuun
but you're doin pretty good so faarrrrrr

da  na  ( Read more... )

is this the right way?

shortish hair feels weird when i drum, it doesn't move, that's what i get for talking too much, anyways free tickets are always a good incentive for seeing a band, and fob is awesomeish. i need to stop thinking too much, it makes me feel dizzy and high and good but in the bad way like a clear floor off a cliff. i don't think i fell but it feels ( Read more... )