i'm having a hell of a time living my life up here, far away from any friends or distractions or even anything just a little bit familiar.  and i seriously thought(and still hope) that moving out here i would be able to get my life on track, maybe be able to figure out who i am and who i want to be.  for so long i've defined myself and my life in ( Read more... )

today was just ninja breaking and entering theme day for me,  i'm late leaving my house to go help my dad move a big tv and couch, i'm supposed to be there at elevenish, and i can't find my keys but i figure screw it someone'll be home.  so i'm just pulling up there and my dad calls saying that oh they'll be there around one or two.  It is now 11. ( Read more... )

focus and magnify every possible negative thing you can find, ignore and brush off all the good

i fell off a waterfall and went splash...-
then i did it again...i splashed that time too

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how many times must i be pulled over!? am i that devastatingly gorgeous that these cops must be near me at all costs, rhetorical question, i know, but can't they control themselves. damn. not that i don't enjoy to them anything, there usually cool and i never get any real tickets but sometimes i've got places to be, and that place is never 'parked ( Read more... )

i'm gonna take a break from everything for a month. my head is too confused with the world right now.

I may or may not have spent the better part of this night in handcuffs. i most definitely had some good redhot sauce right now, and i am pissed off that my apartment isn't ready, i am sitting with no power and no hot water, i'm gonna get a puppy, i think tk will br getting the same one, my puppie is not dead, barely rarrr

i am moving, to the right. again, this time with a best friend of ever, who does not cheat on her long term boyfriend and brag about it and then cry to me when her boyfriend almost catches her and then brag again when she does it again after and laugh to me about how devious she is and how oblivious her boyfriend is, so yeah, me an katie gonna hang ( Read more... )