note to self- hydrogen peroxide looks and tastes just like water

note to everyone else- never put a cup of hydrogen peroxide near my cup of water! ugh, i've never had anything that fucked me up so bad in my life, i'm just glad i only drank a little or i'm not so sure i'd be typing this right now

withdrawal is really hard, but i think it's almost over.

i don't regret any of my relationships(besides Andra, but thats another story) they were all mostly great till the end, but grrrls are so much more fun to be around when i don't want anything but to hang out. besides, a really good hug kicks kissing's ass.

i took the bus down to hollywood today. i didn't really want to drive and i had plenty of free time.i got on and the bus was too crowded so i sat next to this guy for awhile it was good times. we sat. rocked with the flow of the bus. then a row opened up across the aisle, and i took it. i sat down and he looked at me, "how could leave me?" it was ( Read more... )

piercing is ten times better than razorblades.

:D that was fun <3<3

i just found the most beautiful knife i've ever seen, in my closet, i'm controlling myself,, hehe, oh it's been so long since i've felt that wonderful feeling of sharp steel, almost a month, oh but i'm controlling myself, i have something so much better planned for next week, i'm in love with just it thinking about it

seong's leaving tomorrow. i'm gonna miss him much.
who will i spend my weekends with now?

i've been sleeping everywhere with anyone but these dreams, they never change ( Read more... )

i finally figured it out, i always wondered what it is about you that I can't stop thinking about, and yet, why we get tired of eachother so quickly, and i think it's because all our attraction is purely emotional, infatuation or something like it. and that can only take a relationship so far when there is nothing else to keep it going. we don't ( Read more... )