im so weak. so fucking weak. i do good not eating all day-for the past two days, and then i FUCK it up at night. last night it was like 11pm. tonight it was midnight. what the hell is my problem? last night it was donuts. tonight it was pizza that my stupid fucking dad had. im SICK OF IT i cant take it anymore. ive been yo-yoing for months now. i ( Read more... )

well, i got a code sooo i made a new journal! it will be strictly for ed related things, and ill keep this journal to talk about my boyfriend, school, blahblah, life in general.

add me!!!

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i dont know what to do.

i see my boyfriend in 23 days.

on monday i have to start my liquid fast and stick to it. HAVE TO. i will not eat food. i dont care what it takes. "im sick", "i have plans", whatever it takes.

there are no excuses.
none.

i have to weigh 110 by december 29th.

115 is acceptable. but NO MORE!!

ha.. i was looking up "nutritional info for fun size candy bars" on a search engine and found this http://www.spfzero.net/markmyword/diets.htm
it is a joke of course. i found it to be funny :)

grr ( Read more... )

00 (1:44:20 PM): well god, tell me whats on ur mind, i dont like when ppl start to say something then are like nvmmm ( Read more... )

i really hate my life ( Read more... )

i really suck ( Read more... )

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