why wont [he] call me back!!! he knows that i paged him and he knows my phone number..so why wont he call me back? i paged him almost an hour ago. I know hes going to break my heart. i just know it. he already is. I've fallen head over heels for him way to fast. and now im not on cloud nine with him anymore. i've liked him for so long and now i ( Read more... )

[he] called me today and talked to me for about 45 minutes.and for some reason it was the best 45 minutes of my life. why i dont know, but it was. and im wondering if i should have talked to him, because i had decided that he wasnt good for me..and hes probly not. but i like him sooo freakin much!i just want to runaway with him forever ( Read more... )

Things are so messed up right now. I just want to leave. But i cant. so i guess i have to deal with them

I'd love for you to see me cry, and understand the misery you put me through...