had one of those days ( Read more... )

self awareness doesn't reveal my indiscretions...exhaustion does.

ugh. finally caved and decided to try medication.

worst fucking decision of my life. not only is this bullshit destroying my stomach, my moods are EVERYWHERE. i went off it two weeks ago, and guess what: i feel almost 80% better.

bleh. my doctor wants me to take hydrocodone. yay.

starting to regret seeing a doctor, period.

back. feeling better. did some stuff i told myself i wouldn't do, fucked up a little bit, but i kinda feel better? I guess ( Read more... )

note: breaking up with someone leaves you ridiculously sad, even if you knew it had to happen. still don't understand. even when you know something is bad for you, why do you still feel so fucking empty when you let it go? i just feel so fucking sad. he was my best friend for two years. he held my hand through some of the worst parts of my life. he ( Read more... )

best way to not get your heart broken is to pretend that you don't have one. just saying.

i just got tackled by a 120lb rotteiler, aka THIS:


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i seriously woke up with ADD today. it's ridiculous-- i haven't been able to focus or concentrate on anything, sans the fifteen minutes i spent playing angry birds. ridiculous, considering i had a shit ton of stuff to do today...but the only thing i managed to cross off my 'to-do' list was a) buying a months supply of coke zero, b) ordering ranch ( Read more... )

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