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I had to steal this from ( Read more... )

Right, I'm definitely gonna try update this a lot more often, even though I've not got many friends on here ( Read more... )

a big, fat, pointless quiz :)

01. You have the chance to go back and change something, what is it?
i tend to go with the no regrets, and what's done is done, however, i would have liked to have been a bit more confident in my first few weeks back in year 7. some people still see me a shy now, and it's 5 years later ( Read more... )

the thing i look forward to the most,
is the thing that i dread the most.

i wish when i spoke, that my words would flow freely, without hesitation and having to think.
i wish i didn't have to resort to using pen and paper to show how i feel, and then feeling humiliated because of it.

maybe he will realise.
maybe he won't care.

i'm getting really bad with keeping up these journals. i'm so used to writing in my diary every night, you would think i'd be able to keep a simple online journal when i'm at the computer half the time anyway.

the workload at school has definitely increased, i'm getting at least 4 essays a week to do now, sometimes more, but i'm trying to keep up ( Read more... )

bad cold on its way :(

i want him to come online, i enjoy his company, even if it is over msn a lot of the time.
maybe i'll pluck up the courage to ask him to come somewhere with me sometime soon!

i love it when i'm at the supermarket and i see a random guy that catches my attention, and i spend the rest of the time in the supermarket glancing over at ( Read more... )

just an ordinary day.
something i wrote for my english homework.

I hear the tap running,

it’s pattern as defined as my thoughts.

I can’t switch off the tap,

but it slows down eventually.

Drip. Drip. Drip.

The external noise may have stopped,

but each thought in my head is a musician,

each playing their own melody,

each experimenting with ( Read more... )

so i've been at 6th form for 2 weeks now. i like it a lot, it's so much different from year 11, so much more freedom. the fact that i can actually speak out in class without having to give a crap what people think of me is amazing, and something i've wanted to do since i started in year 7.

i found out that my gcse grade for music went from an e to a ( Read more... )

i need something to motivate me.
something to aim for.
but i'm not quite sure what..