I never realized...Just how reliant I am.
How much I love you.
It isn't really romantic love, but it's not entirely platonic either.

To me, you are the most important person in the world.
If there was an angel for me, it would be you.

I will fall apart.

That thing that shatters.
The sound of glass breaking.
The feeling of being abandoned.

I can't live in a world without you.
Promise me you'll always be my friend?

I AM A FAT FUCKING COW!I am so frustrated with myself right now I could die ( Read more... )

I just retook this test and decided to repost it ( Read more... )

It is in the wee hours of the morning and I seem to be having another one of 'those nights'. I should be sleeping, but, at the moment, I don't have anywhere to sleep. I wish Elise's husband would get home so I could have my bed back. I wish they would go back to his Grandma's house so Mom would get the fuck out of my room ( Read more... )

My mom didn't come home last night. I'm wondering if she went over to Gary's again - or if she found someone else to sleep with. I know it's honestly none of my business, I really just want her to get home so she can take of her fucking birds. Like I've said before, if she fucks up her life now it's not my problem. I have an out now, I've grown up ( Read more... )

I am-
You are-
We are...
Nothing inside.

Did you-
Did you forget-
Did you forget about me?

Have you moved on?
Left me behind again?
Did you finally realize,
I'm not good for you?

I'm sorry-
Don't forgive me.

I never thought I'd say this, but I really miss highschool. It was so easy, even though I was being made fun of constantly, it was still better than doing nothing. I wish I had graduated, I feel like such a loser for dropping out ( Read more... )

So, no word from the boy.
I was considering just calling him and bitching him out, and was just on the brink of doing so when I realized, I don't have the little fucker's number.

I think he was just using me because I was what was there. It's not surprising that he wouldn't want to be with me. He likes sex and is used to girls that will give it to ( Read more... )

I'm starting to sort of come out of my emo-ness. I mean, I'm still sad/irritated over the boy, but I'm okay. I don't feel like sobbing my little emo heart out at least.

And I've gotten back in touch with one of my old friends whom I was very close to. This makes Alex happy. :D