How you remind me

[icebluesilence]

I fell asleep today with my socks on
under purple, under grey, under black
and all the colors of three thirty in the afternoon
I perused music today, system of a down, clutch, nine inch nails,
breathed in Houses of the Holy,
she is the sun, I am the east.
I found dryer sheets in my laundry today,
ankle socks amongst the soccer socks
hair on my

Comments

[anonymous]

i dont know if you'll ever read this. it is from over a year ago. i just want to say that i'm sorry. sorry for what i've done to you. sorry for what could have been but never quite worked out. and sorry for not having the balls to stand up for what i wanted all those years ago. the donald duck tshirt night should have ended differently and it has haunted me since. i am so sorry.

[icebluesilence]

Don't be.

Be happy instead. Enjoy what you have. And, if you would ever like to be happy with me, remember that I will do whatever is in my power to make it so.

If you did anything to me, I asked you for it and took it smiling. There plenty of times when I was stupid, and there will still be times like that. (see last e-mail) But I'm willing to take at least half the blame. Are you willing to negotiate?