Have you ever wanted something so bad that you would do anything in your power to pursue. I wish that there was something that I could do. I wish that the world and everyone that I care about would be supportive- but the truth is I cannot have what my heart longs for. My mind and my heart are not at peace. I wish there was something that I could do ( Read more... )

Usually parents tell their children common sense rules such as not putting your hand on a burning stove...hoping that this information is sufficient enough from keeping the child from the consequences. However, more often than not - one has to experience to regain this knowledge. What is funny about this is that I not only put my hand on the stove ( Read more... )

"My ass tickles"

"I'll remind you of this yesterday"

"You want to do me what?!"

"I'm trying to get you out of my throat"

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Today I want to let go of some things. Let it off of my chest, so that I might be able to move on. :) I'm ready to put my past behind me. Though it was fun...God has something so much better for me. I am going to forget about him and put other things in his place. I am going dig into the word this school year, get into nursing school. I also am ( Read more... )

Do you ever get tired and fustrated with the enemy. That is how I feel right now. I just want to take satan's hands and shove it up his ass, because he is pissing me off. He is pissing me off to the point that I want to put him under my feet and brush the blood of Jesus all over his body. I'm sick and tired of him picking on the people that I care ( Read more... )

I should be studying more for my midterm tomorrow. But I just need to get something out. I need to type it out and not keep it in my mind to haunt me. I need to not stuff it inside..because I know that when I do that eventually it will all spill out and usually its ugly. And unfortunately its a third innocent bystandard that I break down in front ( Read more... )

I should not be on the computer right now. I should be getting some sleep because I am going to have a long day tomorrow. But for the sake of my sanity, I thought it might be healthy to get some things out on paper...except for the fact that I don't feel like handwritting. I feel like typing. There have been some instances that have bothered me ( Read more... )

I crawl humbly to your feet oh Lord
For you know why I have submitted
Be with me in all things
Take hold of my tongue
My your words be honey to my lips
Take me to a new place
In the presence of the almighty
May I be wrapped in his arms
Just like a child to a mother

this is just something that I started. I needed to get something down...

Why is it that everything falls at the same time ( Read more... )

wow, I almost forgot my password on this thing, well I saw most of you guys today! It is a crazy idea that I'm gonna be a senior next year, I just can't believe it...Time has it's own variable it seems. At times it can be slow, and others it can seem like a whirl wind. Sold our house, and am moving in July, becoming an "adult" on august 18th is ( Read more... )