So, I am done. Done with everything. Done with trying to please people. I can make my own choices and my own decisions. I wish people would stop trying to protect me and stop trying to live my life for me. Let me freakin make my own mistakes. I will learn from MY experiences, just let me find out on MY own. To hell with all this crap.

So...I am happy with my life...very happy. I made a decision and am pretty content with it. So far everything is going as planned. I have very little to say right now....so I shall write later...

So, I'm at Tiff's right now. School is out and exams are over..phew ( Read more... )

What has happened to me? I'm not in the mood for Christmas at all. As a matter of fact, I'm dreading it. I have no reason as to why but this holiday season just doesn't feel right ( Read more... )

Some have told me that the standards that I hold are "out of my league"...but should I lower them and take the road that appears easiest? The road that might lead me in the wrong direction. The road on which I don't fear rejection ( Read more... )

Thoughts that have crossed my mind today ( Read more... )

Life is thrilling. Not always knowing what is going to happen just might be the best thing that ever happens..I've decided, I love getting up in the morning and not knowing what to expect (whether it be good or bad) I enjoy those slight panic attacks when you don't know quite what you've got yourself into. They are refreshing in the end. One ( Read more... )

Hmm...so this weekend has been really really fun.(minus last night which was king boredom)But Friday night I went to Askewville with Ciara(had too much caffeine), it was nice seeing all my old friends from school. Odd though, I was in a guys arms that night and it was so different. I've been in only one guys arms for the past 2 years and it felt ( Read more... )

Ah...I love Christmas. We have our tree up and decorated already, which is highly unusual for my family because we usually wait until 2 weeks before Christmas. But I'm stoked. My church is going on a hayride around the town to sing Christmas carols..that might sound childish but I find it highly enjoyable ( Read more... )

I'm in a great mood right now. I'm at Tiffs house, I ate way to much today, and I get to go shopping tomorrow in VA, so life is looking pretty good. I just talked to Travis, Ciara called and told him that she still loved him and that she missed him, so they will more than likely be getting back together. A very crazy situation I must say. Also ( Read more... )