Now that I am home I wish I were still downtown. I fucking love the city. I only use such profanity because that was the only word strong enough to convey the emotion which I feel for the urban setting. I could have much to write, but I'm not really in that mood... If I lived downtown, I think this would be one of those nights where I found a good ( Read more... )

Soooo I've kinda missed this thing so I think I will once again become acquainted with its holiness. I don't have much to write about today however. I did apply to Starbucks so I can hopefully escape the clutches of the library somewhat soon... but things become complicated when I find out I get a raise now. Hmm...

And all is left to ponder.

ALPINE rocked my socks off. Literally, AND metaphorically. I began the concert wearing a nice pair of hanes low-cut socks... and by the time the first chord of "Hello Again" was played... I was barefoot. How that happened... is beyond me. But who needs socks anyway?! Concerts are better when you can feel grass under your toes and see the sky above ( Read more... )

the best things in life are the smallest things you do. yesterday i hung out with tyler and we did nothing really. i went over to his house and watched him and his dad try to hook up their new speaker system. that sounds super boring, but it wasnt. his dad is really cool/funny so it was great to sit and talk with him... and tyler was just acting ( Read more... )

i think most of what i feel is fear. im scared... and i think that is what is making me feel angry, helpless and sad. god!! i cant even come close to trying to explain it at all... but here is a list of things im afraid of ( Read more... )

nothing i do is ever right... no matter how hard i try, or how good i behave... theres always something that comes along. i swear to god i am the most well-behaved kid in this damn city... but its still not good enough for my parents. what the fuck?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M SICK OF PUTTING ON A HAPPY FACE AND DISPLAYING A FALSE TAYLOR TO THE WORLD ( Read more... )

i just drove 2 miles with a plastic AK47 in my front seat... and the orange plastic thing that indicates its fake broke off...

Can anyone say TERRORIST!?!! Muahahahaha...

(For dramatic effect: Insert softly playing piano chords... much similar to those found in the song "Colorblind" by the Counting Crows)

If my life had a theme song of the moment... that would be it - Colorblind. It makes no sense if you haven't heard the song, but oh well. (Go here if you really feel the need to understand my brain: Colorblind ) ( Read more... )

...mumbled words under my breath ( Read more... )