Alright..being a slut..boring. I guess it didn't really hit me that me and jeff were actually broken up until i came back to syracuse for good. being home sucks without him. which is just so confusing..cause i keep thinking i want to get back together..but i dont know if i'm just saying that cause i dont want to be bored. and i dont know if its ( Read more... )

Has it been two years already? Time surely does fly. I don't even remember who I was talking about in my last journal..Who doesn't deserve what? Who knows. So yea two years..just rapping up my junior year here at UB. Fucking love it stil..which is a great feeling. Nursing is the best thing that ever happened to me. I love it everyday. Can I just ( Read more... )

its just not fair at all. she doesn't deserve it. none of us freaking deserve it.

HOW DO I LOVE MY BOOVA. LET ME COUNT THE WAYS...well i actually don't love when we lie to each other for months..thats not fun. or when i am CONSTANTLY ignored in his journals. journals are stupid..but i'm updating for you love..FOR YOU! 7 more days till im home. i honestly can't wait. i need to have my own room. to blast my music and not have it ( Read more... )

HOW DO I LOVE MY BOOVA. LET ME COUNT THE WAYS...well i actually don't love when we lie to each other for months..thats not fun. or when i am CONSTANTLY ignored in his journals. journals are stupid..but i'm updating for you love..FOR YOU! 7 more days till im home. i honestly can't wait. i need to have my own room. to blast my music and not have it ( Read more... )

ahoy to the new year. it has come quite aburptly..and as of yet...its been same ol same ol. i havent decided yet whether or not i enjoyed my vacation down in florida. i did..dont get me wrong..but i just think it was way too long especially when you compare it to the amount of time i had off. equal time in syracuse and florida was probably not my ( Read more... )

so apparently nicole is interested in my life. there for I MUST update. though i dont really know what exactly to say. the first semester flew by. met some nice boys around..boys are good...hanging on to one of them. met good friends on my floor. like my roommates...and the rachels. i am happy i chose this school. it really is great. and i got cary ( Read more... )

my feet are cold.

so yes it is that time of the month. the time i curse the gods for inserting a pair of ovaries into my body, for forgetting my penis and testicles. i curse the gods for giving me all this pain that i endure once a month for the past 5 years and for the 30 or so years. WHHHHHHHHY?? why women?? why not men? i ask you what pain do men suffer. does it ( Read more... )

so i loose interest in classes very easy. i see things and i remember things that i like or love to pass the time. i get such a warm gooey feeling..and i thought i should share my gooeyness even if my things do not make you the reader gooey inside. ok...here it goes...things i love or like...i love my cell phone (alot), i love lip gloss... ( Read more... )