Why is it that the tiny things are what always make the hugest differences? They're the ones that make you smile for days or cry for hours? It's the tiny things... You think they don't matter, but they really do.

So i figured i might as well explain my last entry. I was having a god-awful day, and if i wouldnt have had my period as an excuse for PMS, then wow. Thankfully, i do. Lol, But here's the truth: I'm finally admitting to you guys that i'm depressed. And i mean seriously long term hard-core depressed. I've been trying to deal with it a long time (my ( Read more... )

I'm hanging by a moment, a moment in time. My gosh... I've been so stressed, and it's only midsemester. I can't even dream about how awful finals are going to be. I got D's on both of my first exams in my nursing classes, but one of them we retook, and then raised my grade to an A (amazing!), and although i still did bad on the other exam, i've ( Read more... )

So I talked with chris a while today about the going ons of Kappa Sigma (his fraternity). He's been really upset w/ some of the members and the brotherhood that has seemed to disappear. While talking to him, he said that he just doesnt want to care anymore, and how much he wants to quit... God. you have no idea how hard it was for me to not just ( Read more... )

So i've been working my butt off, haven't been able to see many ppl, and I'm sorry. I should be doing hw right now, but I just wanted to say hi to all you guys, cuz i haven't been on here in ages. I miss all o' yall, and yeah.... I'm sorry i haven't been avle to talk to many of you. Life's been hectic here, just going thru a lot of crap, and ( Read more... )

So I saw the lakehouse w/ joanna and amanda today, and it was ok. Just some rough patches in there...* The truth: I want to be a nurse because of what I saw @ froederdt when my dad was there. They were amazing, and all i could think of was that i want to be them. I want to help people like my daddy get better, I want to help others and take care of ( Read more... )

There's hardly been anyone posting!! what's wrong with you guys?? lol. Too busy with summer i spose. tis aight. ha. anywho. So I barely work at all, cuz as usual, OM won't give me any hours, so im looking 4 another job (and kohls wouldn't hire me cuz i was lookin 4 only summer/winterim job, so i now hate kohls, but i still luv their clothes... gr ( Read more... )

Hey all! Summer is hur!!!! lol. I kno.. i'm not ghetto. So... Summer's off to a good start. kinda. I've been a little sick since wed night, and I'm still trying to shake it off. The good news: My mom and i haven't gotten in any big fights yet, i got to see chris a bit, i saw lots of my other buddies, most of my friends are done w/ school, i start ( Read more... )

i'm just extremely annoyed. I went home this weekend so I could spend some time with my mom. Friday night she said she already had plans, so I went to the musical. Sat. i had to try and get some hw done (which I didn't really succeed in), and i spent the afternoon with her and all the ppl that came over from our church. Today we slept in, watched a ( Read more... )

Yeah... haven't been here 4 some time. Sorry. After the hell week I had, i did really well on all of my tests but for one, and of course, that was micro, which i failed. Which is bad, cuz im about to fail the class, and if I do, it's really gonna push me back in school. School's almost done, and I can't wait. I want summer to come so bad... Just to ( Read more... )