the court case is closed. we await the answer. the judge sugested melissa get a mental health examination because of the bizar way she treats her children. she also said that no matter which parent she leaves the kids with the other will have an influence on them, and it scary to her. it seems that melissa will get the opposite of what she ( Read more... )

aparently there are two types of ultra sounds ( Read more... )

here i am ( Read more... )

melting ( Read more... )

the tears fall between us ( Read more... )

this week has been a constant marathon. and i dread to think that ive got another 11 or 12 or so just like it coming up. its finally time to relax with my kids and im not sure if i can even enjoy it. this sucks.

today i splatter painted, today i drank coffee called Jamaican me crazy, today i walked into galleries and enjoyed beautiful artwork, today i learned about how cigarettes can actually catch dry grass on fire and burn down a house, today i laughed as a Muslim student told me a story about her cousin falling in love, today i talked to someone i met ( Read more... )

my journal was just deleted. cesed to exist, for a matter of hours mind you, but wow ( Read more... )

last night i started my internship at Identity. i wasnt sure of myself, wasnt sure what to do, wasnt sure what to say, but despite the insecurities, it went rather well. ive found that i have the ability to push myself to stay awake and be attentive to the very last, even though i have the familiar feeling of fatigue i felt durring the early ( Read more... )

"holy holy holy, Lord God Almighty, early in the morning, my soul will rise to thee ( Read more... )