so i'm starting the new portion of my life....remaking myself to make things better....i have to get rid of some things and add others....and it sucks but i think maybe it will work out...

backed outta the mission trip....maybe i'll regret it, but i'm just not up for it at this time..

concert was yesterday....it was a good time despite all the drama that went on before hand...

tonight i'm finally going to see the passion with tony.

i didn't have work today so i went out with Kathy after school...library, bank, b&n, taco bell, redners, and my house....all in like an hour....good times....jeremy met us at b&n and it was kinda wierd because even though he says he wants to be friends he's kinda mean to me in person....but i dunno maybe its me ( Read more... )

oh yea...and my uncle is going to india for a while and he called me last night to see if i would babysit...and i was thinking the two cats but he said his brand new pimped out jetta that he just bought yesterday and i'm like are you aware that i just recently caused 8000 dollars worth of damage to my car...but he's like if u crash it i'll kill you ( Read more... )

yesterday i went to my grandma's and she made food for me...and my 2 cousins showed up and we all went to church together and mark margavage was there ( Read more... )

i got a puppy! its a chihuahua and his name is oedipus
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sooooo today i left school earrly to go see Mark....(and originally to look at puppies but NOOOOOO) anyway it was pretty fun because i haven't seen him in a long time, so my cousin offered me the ride and i took it. We watched American Beauty...holy shit i love it, i've never ever seen it before, but i remember in the 7th grade Kyle Johnson would ( Read more... )

i have a job i have a job i have a job hey hey hey hey

sorry, anywayzzzzzz valentine's day is coming up i hate v-day!!!!!!!!!!

anyone else?

i can sit here and think of a million reasons of why you don't talk to me, and i can think of a million different conversations i can have with you, and a million things i'd like to scream at you about...but when it comes down to it i know you'll have the upper hand, and i guess i just have to accept that.

goin to see Mark tomorrow!