guess who threw a fit and ran away and blamed it on me???

and guess who isn't allowed to get a dog???

i hate being alone

all i want from you is to be fucking honest with me. because i can't do this anymore, i only want someone to be there, i don't think i'm asking to much from you but i guess you're just not up to it...So just keep tearing me apart...as long as you have a good reason.

you don't know how you make me feel...actually i think you know exactly what you're doing.

I slept at kathy's last night, we talked til like 4 am it was amazing because i haven't really sat down and talked to her for a long time and i miss having her like i used to.

it's easier if you have someone

i'm not stupid, but i'm in denial, all signs point to what i don't want to be true.

i'm sick of being by myself, i'm sick of hearing things about you and trying to deny it in my head, i'm sick of craving any small physical touch from you, i'm sick of ignoring phone calls and i'm sick of always being second best.

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Kate called me and was like hey i'm comin to pick you up...so we went to the mall....it was fun and i saw jimmy haggerty there. and catherine was working as always.

she passed like 4 people on church street on the way home it was awesome

oh yea and i took my first batch of sleeping pills yesterday

i hate when my fingers get wrinkly from the shower