Lisa Lisa Lisa....

[ichbineinelampe]

She called me last night and as usual left me feeling broken used and alone. It's been 2 years since we split "officially" but I still can't seem to get her out of my mind. My man Neil put it best;

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can

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[sunnygirlva20]

Well I guess we know how Neil feels about love. Hope you feel better, or something.

[ichbineinelampe]

Lisa was my first love and first real girlfriend. We split up because I wanted to move to New York and she wanted to move to Omaha. Like there is really something so great about Nebraska. She doesn't even eat corn. But she calls me every once in a while when I am feeling on top and throws me back down into this "I want to write bad poetry about how much I once loved" mood.

[sunnygirlva20]

You mean she had a choice and she chose Nebraska? I'm confused. I didn't think anyone willing went there.....and seriously, who doesn't like corn, I mean its corn! You can make it into bread, or flaks, or roast it on the cob....its awesome. I have an ex like that, it sucks, especially since he really wasn't that great, I just seem to make him this wonderful guy in my head.....stupid exs.....

[ichbineinelampe]

I can't say anything negative about her. She is a great girl and I think I will always love her even tho she had the warmth of an ice cube in russia. Germans aren't that affectionate I guess. But she went to visit a cousin out that way and said it reminded her more of her home with cleaner areas and more country side than California. I took her to NYC once and she hated it. To each there own right?