greatgrandma = vegetable = 1 room open at my nannys. me = moving xmas eve to take care of my nanny.

greatgrandma = dead soon

pressure and paranoia... i ran out of ideas.

too fucking paranoid... cannot calm down. i dunno what to do anymore.

I NEED MEDICATION GOING FUCKING CRAZY NOW FUCKING PARANOIA IS PISSING ME OFF BY MAKIng ME PISS OFF PEOPLE I CARE FOR

what the fuck exactly is going the fuck on...................................................................skfal;kd;afdkfjas;kajsd;fklajsd;fkaj

ok so i get REALLY excited when i get an email, i dont get them often, well at least any that are real. i usually get all hyped up and then find out its a hotmail update notice or some crap but anyway today i got this. now looking at it i was like wooo an email from who?? then i realize its just spam :( i dont know anyone of that name and ( Read more... )

my mum went out of town and left me alone at home for 3 days over thanksgiving ( Read more... )

world of warcraft. purchased from 24 hr walmart at midnight ( Read more... )

2k in the bank. guitar is onsale for over 1k currently. things are looking good financially. woot.

went out today and met up with sarah of cof. me sarah dani james and my 2 friends aaron and tj went and saw the movie the grudge. it was fucking horrible. i want my money back. the movie was soooo fucking bad. gah so ooooo fucking bad. anyway. got in on the guest list. saw the concert, it was nice, then hung around backstage after the show and ( Read more... )

i have been excited lately but that has come to an end. time to look for another possibilty. time to think very hard. i hate bills.

so i quit FFXI after 1 year of play. RIP tarutaru NIN65 rank10 and so many other jobs that fucking made me stressed out of my mind. anyway. im currently beta testing world of warcraft [yay] and its due to be released soon soooooooo im going night elf hunter :D


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fuck you america! you fucking christian ( Read more... )