meh. i got really drunk last night ( Read more... )

psychologist called me after 1 month about about 14 answering machine message. he said hed contact and schedule me an appointment then call me with the date and time. i doubt that will be soon ( Read more... )

ugh. my psychologist must really be fucking with me by not returning calls etc ( Read more... )

im not voting. fuck it. neither of the candidates deserve my vote. last thing i want is another born again x-ian in office trying to go back on seperation of church and state. trying to make the constition resemble the 10 commandments. america = land of the jews. rich snobs who only care about money looks and use religion to get them their ( Read more... )

ok i really fucking hate cars ( Read more... )

i changed my phones ringtone this morning. i was at work and my phone rang and vibrated and i wasnt used to the sound. i fell out of my chair screaming hitting my pants. my coworkers think im on crack :(

i came home and the fucking garage is open. my fucking cat is living in my garage until the flea treatment is done. my mother let my cat out to run around and get lost and more fleas. i told her if anything happened to my cat i would fucking disembowel her stupid fucking dogs. i fucking hate her dogs she wouldnt let them outside. my kitty has ( Read more... )

i got home at 3am after watching some troma movies and ... i was hungry and the only place open that took visa was dunkin donuts. so i got a 1 liter carmel iced latte and some sandwich things ( Read more... )

i killed a bigggg spider today while using the restroom.

im afraid to use my restroom now. gah.

i am bored. lalala

my coworker and i are thinking about fleeing to georgia to avoid this next bastard hurricane...

170mph winds blah blah coming right for us. to georgia we go... ill know on sat night when ill be taking off.

i go back to my psych on thursday. i really need help mentally. i am unstable again.