Wish i didn't feel like this but it doesn't matter that i do

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*dazed* um... *walks into tree* owww dammit stupid brain. i hate this. stupid icon making me think about stuff i can't control. *sigh* i hate this life and my stupid fucking birthday when i'm doing nothing.....i'm whining...sorry.

i have no idea what to do and it is stressing me out beyond all reason and i really want to know how the hell sending lots of time with minty is a bad thing?? can someone answer that who desn't hate her and doesn't like her or that has never plotted how to kill her.

I HATE EVERYTHING!!!!!! I need to go sulk and cry and
take pills because its the most obvilous thing in the
world that what i love enjoys hurting me as much as
possible on purpose. But still i can't hate her and
i'm getting worse everyday all i think about and all i
feel it this. i'm sorry.

i hate me i hate everything except one thing i really should be mad at or hate right now but its me so i don't. i am an idiot and yes i am wallowing in self pity like mud thank you for that shannon. sorry to anyone who does not care at all or never did in the first place. i hate everything i am even starting to get mad at Tokyo Mew MEw cause it ( Read more... )

I'm sorry about everyhting i wish it hadn't turned out like this but theres nothing i can do now ot fix it. i just wnat everyone to be happy and htta includes the most importasnt person ot me. its why what happened hapened. i couldn't keep hurting the person i care most about even if i didn't realize it. i'm sure things will be fine sooner or later ( Read more... )

DAMMIT ALL!!!!!!! iknow waht quixotic means but i'm statring to not feel that way anymore

this has nothing to do with anything but Isa mailed me the site were her poems are posted i think a few of you might like them
http://www.poetry.com/Publications/search.asp
Enjoy

i don't think its possible for me to be anymore upset right now with any of you. mint you knewn how hard break ahs been for me and had i known for certian when she was coming back things i did might not have happened. but thats no matter right now. i wrote an entry last ngiht at home and i'm going to post it i was thinking i wouldn't but you all ( Read more... )