Don't ask why, more out of morbid curiosity, I found this ( Read more... )

I wonder if I did anything wrong? Its one thing to be hated its another to be ignored. Not sure which one I'd prefer. But if I was hated at least I would know were I stood. Sorry all very cryptic I know. Lets just say someone I care about more than I really have a right too, is just plain snubbing me and I can't for the life of me figure out why? ( Read more... )

Working two jobs, two mind numbing, soul crushing jobs. Makes me wonder why I went to College for 6 years. Oh, if I didn't I wouldn't get to pay 200 dollars in student loans every month. Wouldn't want to miss out on that ( Read more... )

I rather sick of people telling me what I should do with my life. I know I should fine something better, I know running on no sleep is bad for me, but right now my only option is working two jobs. I'm dead tired and I have little to no time for anything anymore. But at least I'm not living hand to mouth like before. Nothing quite like applying for ( Read more... )

Ok in between classes right now and I honestly don't know how this semester's going to play out. So much is happening, and I just wish everything would slow down a little. I'm still getting use to living on my own, hell I'm still unpacking. My car broke down the other day >_>, it was old and that was bound to happen, but come on the first freaking ( Read more... )

What to say, what to say...well I've been packing the last couple to days, deciding what to keep and what to throw away, nothing to excitiing there. To be honest alot has happened to me the last two days, and honestly I don't know what to do. I've never felt this sick, I threw up this morning, sleep is near impossible, in fact I can only do that ( Read more... )

Its late, sleep is impossible for me, I just lay here and stare into my dark room. My hearts still pumping a mile a minute and I can't slow it down. My thoughts attack me, lies have lost there sweet razor edge, dulled they are useless, and I find that I am unable to defend myself. All I hoped for, all I thought was finally within my reach is gone, ( Read more... )

Just took my first final, and to be honest I don't really care about how I did. It wasn't all that hard so I should be fine. I'm about to take my java final and again I don't really care that much. I studied alittle this morning but the class as a whole is a joke. Walked out this morning, and I do mean this morning, the sun wasn't even up yet to ( Read more... )

Home alone, bored, waiting for the rents so I can leave. So bored that I decided to make a one of those online quizes everyones did like two weeks ago. Not that anyone will really take it, but eh it killed some time. So here it is:


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Well I made it home in one piece....yay? I should go to sleep but for some reason I'm just can't, maybe its the complete lack of heat or maybe being alone in this house creeps me out, don't know. I should be dead tired, I've had about 3 hours sleep in the past 24 hours. Anyways whatever the reason I'm up and might as well write about my day. Going ( Read more... )