Oh God. I just had a HUGE fight with my boyfriend... I don't know what's going to happen now. I felt like I was going to throw up. Oh my God. ;_ ( Read more... )

I want to go on a fast. Whenever I'm sick and don't end up eating for a few days, when I become healthy again I sort of have to 'wean' myself back onto food. If I haven't eaten food for a few days, the sight of it and the thought of consuming it makes me feel sick ( Read more... )

I'm done with letting food control me. I will decide what goes in my body ( Read more... )

I'm just going to try and eat as little as I can get away with. Skip all possible meals. Eat only when I have to. That's what I used to do. Why am I even bothering with calorie plans?

I was reading about this one model who survives primarily on cigarettes and coffee. I don't smoke or drink coffee, but whatever. It's inspiring ( Read more... )

For the first time in a while, my parents made us eat at the table. My stepsister was like 'I'm not hungry...' but they made HER eat her food, so I didn't even wanna bother ( Read more... )

For some reason size 2 seems the perfect size right now.

I want to be able to say it when someone asks me what size I am.

I will make it.

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I just realized the skirt I was wearing yesterday is a size 7. Yesssss!!

I'm back up to 115. So gross ( Read more... )

I am so stupid ( Read more... )

Whenever I go over my limit, I always feel like just saying 'fuck it' and stuffing my face. :( I didn't do that today, though ( Read more... )

My stepmom bought these baby carrots that come in little packages - 20cals per package. Now I won't be so confused counting calories for them ( Read more... )