I feel so disgusting.

I want to fast I want to fast oh God all of next week. :(

Okay.... I had a little bit of stir-fried veggies, a liiittle bit of salad and like 1/2 a small piece of roast beef. I hid the rest of it in my napkin, and threw it out... I didn't really eat that much at all. But I still feel sooo grossly full. :( And now they're saying we're gonna have dessert in a couple of minutes...... noooooo~ :{

YESSSS back down to 115......

Still fat, but at least I'm going in the right direction now. :)

I ate a little bit of tuna fish casserole for breakfast. :(

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Ohhhh crap... we're having company over and my parents are making this HUGE meal and I'm so scared, there's no way I can get out of this. :(:(:(:(:(

lalalalala i hate myself

I hate how my parents will always make these healthy meals for themselves, and give me and my stepsisters this horrible crap food. Like hotdogs and pizza and shit... jesus christ. :/ I'm not eating these hotdogs. I'm throwing them out ( Read more... )

Yesterday wasn't such a great day ( Read more... )

Yess.. it's finally the weekend. We have a four day weekend!! And I barely eat, if at all on weekends usually. :) Yayyyy~

I've actually gained weight. My scale says 118 right now... :/

But my friend said 'wow you look soo skinny' today to me at school. Odd. She's like probably only 25 pounds more than me... (doesn't look it).

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I feel so digustingly fat. :{

:(

Oh man I've had a great day... my teacher is helping me out with my Psychology project, and I found out my grades are pretty good for this term. :)

And I haven't eaten anything today. Not a thing. And I don't even feel hungry at all...