I dunno why, but every day here at school just wears me out, even if I only have one class. I guess I just slept and relaxed too much over the summer or something. I have 9 classes right now, plus 2 dance classes a week that I get paid to play percussion for, and orchestra rehearsal. It's not that I want to kill myself; it's just that I'm very ( Read more... )

Well, we did get to do that on my trip to visit Paul in Ohio, and let me tell you they were amazing. The trip overall was really good; I got to do basically everything I wanted to, and got basically everything I wanted or could think of to want, haha. It was pretty awesome having everything be "yes" for nearly a week, and pretending that I had a ( Read more... )

oh no. it's too late to go back now. I have been completely brainwashed by High School Musical. I didn't even see the movie! They asked me to play drumset for rehearsal today, and that was enough to push me over the edge. I was so nervous at first, but it was so much fun! Like most musicals that we do, the music just gets catchier and catchier at ( Read more... )

wooo 90's party last night! Fun stuff. All the girls were Spice Girls, and we posed for pictures and sang and danced the night away. I was Ginger Spice, which meant I got one more use out of my thigh-high red PVC boots. I was happy to find that they are not too hard to dance in once I warm up. Maybe it was just that I enjoy dancing to the sort of ( Read more... )

I guess maybe I should also try to update when good things happen as well ( Read more... )

oh my god I feel so incredibly sick today. If anyone remembers how sick I was at Bemanifest last year, this is just like that. Horrible aches and pains everywhere, headache and high fever, can't sleep or be comfortable in any position at all ( Read more... )

One of the most defining parts of my personality, I would say, is my tendency to want to avoid conflict. I will usually put up with a lot of things that I don't like in the name of getting along well, and it could be this above all else that makes people think that I am a nice person. I try very hard to really let things go instead of just ( Read more... )

Let me mention some pretty good things that have been going on lately, or have happened lately ( Read more... )

My journal is really a record for posterity's sake first, and an update for friends second, so my being especially angry in my posts is meant to be as accurate and true to my feelings at the time as possible. It's not that I try to broadcast certain messages to certain people with it at all. I am not hoping to tell anybody anything in particular by ( Read more... )

Every time I go to a big event or something interesting happens to me, I never feel like writing about it even though it should be written down ( Read more... )