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Hello out there. I just got back from school and i'm trying to unwind. My shrink wants me to quit pot for a month because he thinks i'm self medicating, which is probably partially true. I got a Didjeridoo yesterday!!!! It's from indonesia, I bought if from this non profit place that raises money for developing countries 75% of the profits go to ( Read more... )

ow ow! FUCKIN OWWWW. I hurt my ankle reallly bad. It just got back from the hospital and im searing pain. No pain killera, no lollipop just a splint and a shitload of pain. If you care commemnt please, if you dont please mix bleach and ammonia and huff the resulting fumes.

night.

POEM II "Visions of Glory ( Read more... )

People look at me. They see the only side I allow them to see. From that perception they make judgements and dismiss me as just another idiot in the crowd. They can't possibly see past the exterior. This world just can't accept what they don't understand. I am what you dont understand. I'm the bloom of the lotus. The sterile puckered petals show ( Read more... )

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Stayed home today suffice to say I was feeling really shiity. God depressions a bitch I miss one pill and BAM! suddenly my whole world's collapsing. I'm Tired, I'm always tired and yet getting to sleep at night is one of the hardest things I have to do. I really hope things are better in the future, I'd hate to think all this struggle is for ( Read more... )

Today was a day pretty much like any other. Kids on the bus made "honk if your horny" signs and put it up against the window as old people were driving by. As juvenile as it sounds it was pretty fuckin' funny. Some how pink floyd always relaxes me, really don't know where I'd be withut them, such beautiful music. I've been clean for the last week. ( Read more... )

Ok so I lied. I'm writing again but its been a loooooooooong ass time. I guess I stopped writing becuase i figure people didnt care enough to read. Right now I honestly dont care. Read my thoughts take what you will. Today was a day like any other. Life seems to consist of school Tv \/boredom sleep then repeat. Life feels stale and the state of the ( Read more... )

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