this may be hypocritical to write seeing as i haven't commented on any of my friends pages for a while but could someone please comment on my journal even if it a negative and nasty one, for i can least respond to it.

and i make sounding like a fool so effortless.

what's the point, well it sure as hell ain't french.

i've dropped out of university and the worst thing of all is that it is the least of my worries.

my family is doomed.

i think i'll just suffer and brood for a little longer.

oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, they are either going to kick me out or repeat the first year ( Read more... )

i have a complete mental block, am currently trying to write a philosophy essay on something that i have absolutely no comprehension of...things not going too well so far. ack, my lecturer reminds me of a former english tutor that i had during college...incredibly intelligent but with great enthusiam for his subject, however he leaves me feeling ( Read more... )

ack, what's the point, things were doomed to go wrong from the start. there is absolutely no point in seeing the bright side.

i hate it here.

kill me, kill me now

i have always hated simply existing and right now i wish that i could just fade away ( Read more... )

lonely loser should have been the names given to me at birth

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

oh, abd apparently i am naieve, for nottingham has a reputation to rival that of blackpool when it comes to being a rough area.

out of the fire into the frying pan

still incredibly anxious for university. didn't get the accommodation i wanted. am in self catering with only girls. gah, tis will be elmslie all over. have nothing prepared...symptom of me burying my head in the sand again ( Read more... )