Mom...what the hell is happening to you ( Read more... )

so anyway, tuesday night i was scheduled for an on-call shift at MEXX from 6-11. deep down i really didnt want to go seeing as I was up and about since 6 am that morning. anyway i called MEXX from the college and, low and behold, they decided to call me in. so great. it was going to be a long as motherfucken day. so long story short, i get to ( Read more... )

so i cant sleep because i keep thinking about tomorrow.

mom's going to have surgery tomorrow...again.

so tomorrow after school i'll go visit her and ... try not to break down.

i keep asking why. why her? of all the women on earth why my mother?

i'll do my best to keep my head up at school, and on the bus, and on the subway.

i'll listen to music.

i'll ( Read more... )

 okay seriously. this has had to have been one of the best years of my life. lets see whate my accomplishments were ( Read more... )

DAY 3.

I CHEATED OKAY?! I FUCKEN CHEATED SO SUE ME! ITS FUCKEN NEWYEARS WITH THE FAMILY....

fuck i am gonna be payin' for that later.

DAY 2 ( Read more... )

i have started detoxification. 10 days on the master cleanse...gonna be hell.

Day 1.

oh man. today has to be one of the hardest i've had in a while. lemon juice + cayenne pepper + maple syrup = one unhappy camper. i just want to say i am SO SORRY from the bottom of my heart to everyone i know in advance. bc i am feeling sooo crummy right now. first ( Read more... )

ok so i bought an ipod today. yes. my FIRST ipod and it more or less hasnt hit me yet. anyway, the apple company has been constantly praised for the simplicity, reliability, and efficiency of their products. but seriously. i was SOOO CONFUSED by the ipod classic.

so i downloaded itunes and lime wire. something that i never thought i'd have to do. i ( Read more... )

so she cheated on you. TWICE!

told you she was no good. =)

I am going on a detoxification diet to rid my system of various toxins and such.

holy shit. that is going to be ROUGH.

10 days on lemons, maple syrup and cayenne pepper. = 10 days of HELL.