hmmmmm. I have a little bit of time prior to me going to sleep, so I guess I shall write in here. You know whats odd, I always write excuses to me doing livejournal entries, no reason for it. Maybe it's because it takes up some space and gives me time to write ( Read more... )

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hmmm I feel the need to do an actual update on this blasphemous journal, just because reading this thing as an outside viewer might give you the impression that I'm not okay, I'm not, but really this is just a thing I'm going through, not long lasting. At this moment I feel as if I'm not accomplishing anything, and all that I worked for in the last ( Read more... )

Well, i'll wait till you listen ( Read more... )

honestly why do all the people I care about get hurt. I don't think I can do this again. My life is somesort of downward spiral where all get hurt and nobody is really okay. I try and help but it never works, ever, you think after four years I would know what to say. Are you okay, whats your plan? these are things not to say. How about hows floor ( Read more... )

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say ( Read more... )

I think I am the only person in the world who loves being sick. I mean I am so often that quite possibly I'm just used to it and no longer care. But really think about it, at what other point in your life can you sympasize with yourself and be able to do mundane things such as lie in bed reading for two hours without feeling guilty or play guitar ( Read more... )

I love days off when i get to wake up early, refreshed and alone it gives me the better part of the morning to walk around half naked and half do all the thing's I want and need to do and overdue all the things I always do (like showering for example... holy wrinkly) I also get to enjoy the little things like how great pesto mayo and butter really ( Read more... )

How I missed you last year. You know my sister and I used to have conversations about how pituresque Van' was but it just didn't have the absolute clarity as Ontario. For example the clear crisp picture you see on a bitterly cold winter day, or the hurricane like rains on an august night. Now that I'm back and remembering these fond memories of ( Read more... )

1.WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Jamie Tiffany Kretzschmar... but keep the middle on the dl ( Read more... )