People I seem to be realizing more and more often (or at least myself) are truthfully innately bad, now don't get me wrong I really am generally a positive person, in all fact I'm one of the only positive people I know. Which obviously is getting to me because I am no longer so positive. This thought process came to me at 11 oclock today which if ( Read more... )

why does everything always have to suck so much

well I figured because this is my lazy ass day in which I have done nothing but watch angel episodes that went completely over my head and waited at home to make one damn five minute phone call (in an hour) the people at my house must think I'm so odd because of my non doing anything moments... I swear I'm insomniac chronic fatigue person... ( Read more... )

it's May 24 weekend! I love the booze... it's fun, gotta get drunk. Man I really don't actually know what to write... mmm heather if you see Holly can you tell her to freaking call me, I need to tell her I'm gonna be living with her in a couple of months.. not even that long either. I think it will be good, a vacation almost, my live is so much ( Read more... )

well that post was embarassing, totally disreguard it....

Hey ya’ll drinking right now with people, so I’m not too sure why I am writing because it is probably pretty rude but oh well, I just decided to write to say I am COMPLETELY fucked up I don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me, I’m not even sure why I am writing this I’m so weird I can’t even decide if it’s sleep deprivation or the result of a ( Read more... )

good day, insanely burnt though... like crazily, my entire body is RED... it's harsh, got really high to which is nice because I really don't usually do that kind of stuff... and I just lay on the beach and chill and giggled/envisioned shit... some certain people who visit are bad people and have me sleeping in crazy fucking positions and ( Read more... )

alright so my life is odd as of right now, but good, I am fianlly trying to get things done for my self in not only relationships but in life in general... I know now that what I was missing from AJ was well everything, everthing I really wanted her to be, she wasn't, I wanted someone who I could roll over a know she was there and just cuddle up to ( Read more... )

So I think Asha and I are over officially I'm not sure though, I'm not even sure if i would want to be with her anymore after this... I can't actually explain how horribly pissed off I am at her, she totally ditched me with no explanation and it's been a week since she's called and I still can't get a hold of her, and she isn't calling me... so ( Read more... )

Enh.. haven't updated in a BIT but I have been on.. I always think I've updated this journal but always turn out pretty wrong when I look back at the journal and it says two weeks... anyways so new with me is that I'm moving to Commercial with my sister as well as her girlfriend or "partner" as their now calling it and two cats... umm my girlfriend ( Read more... )