im to the point where im going to stick to myself and not put myself out there. i think i did a better job at bottling up my feelings then saying how i feel. oh well who the fuck cares i know none of you do.

i do something he asks and all i get is shit... FUCK THAT IM OVER IT DO WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU WANT

gfyfted: your sitting in the seats with me
cntagiouscnfsion: ?
cntagiouscnfsion: with what money do i have to do that
gfyfted: cayce doessn't like kenny chesney
cntagiouscnfsion: WHAT?????????????
gfyfted: cayce will get the tickets
gfyfted: now listen i will say this slowly
gfyfted: and give them to us to go
gfyfted: and if her dad doesn't happen to get ( Read more... )

well poop...i thought i was going to see kenny again with josh but he is a bum and going and sitting in the seats...if anyone wants to go with me let me know because i dont want to go alone.

1] NAME: Suzanne Elizabeth Schnuck ( Read more... )

life keeps giving me curve balls...and even though i hate them it seems like they are helping me out. i have learned so much in this past month its actually quite unbareable. i hate having to make so many decisions you would only think that i would have later in life to do such things. but no now is the time. yesterday i went to school and im ( Read more... )

this is how i hope my life turns out to be ( Read more... )

you dont realize how great things are until you almost loose them. i almost lost the best person in my life for something i thought was "great" i have thought that for way to long. that "great" thing said it would be different and how it would be great but then it dawned on me staying with this beond great person i would soo learn that those " ( Read more... )

i forgot what writing does to me. it makes me so satisfied with what i have to say. i can never get it to come out right when i try to talk but with writing i feel like i can just spill all of my emotions on a piece of paper and i will soon know that everything will be okay. this is work out the way they are supposed to. people will like me people ( Read more... )

life has been hitting me with some curve balls lately. its been hard but i know that i will beable to work through them. i feel like i am making the right decision to question the matter.

xoxo
me