am i doing the RIGHT thing? because right now i have no idea. FUCK

life has been up and down lately. i dont know what to think of things. im lost in my own head and i cant find my way out. i just want to scream my way out of things. i want to just let loose and do something crazy to get all this rage out. time to go and get rid of it

x/o
me

As i walked outside
And looked up at the sky
It seemed like the clouds wanted to cry
They were so nice
They reminded me of your eyes
Now all i can think of is you
Calling me by your side
As i continue to walk
I couldn't help but to let out a sigh
As tears rolled out of my eyes
And wishing i could be once again by your side

as stolen by blake

Life has been pretty good but extremely confusing lately...i have had a lot on my mind and i cant seem to get it out.only like 1 1/2 months till prom which im excited about and like only like 3 months till its over or something like that. right now i feel like i woke up on the wrong side of the bed...im a bit bitchy and cant seem to get my stuff ( Read more... )

i got back from a wonderful spring break. which personally i highly enjoyed it. we did so many cool things...such as the ZOO which was awesome...the beach everyday....go-karting....which was awesome, but ya it was great...i hope everyone had a good spring break

xoxo
me

SATURDAY...is when michelle ashley and i leave for FLORDIA!!! IM SOO EXCITED...life lately..pretty good cant complain too much...little stressed out this week...went and had my teeth cleaned today...woo hoo got to have those sparkling white teeth when im driving that jag around!!WOOO! anyways incase i do not write back in here..i hope everyone has ( Read more... )

Life has been pretty good lately. I have been trying to put in some time with my friends lately. i feel like i have distanced myself to everyone...and well to say the least i dont like it. tomorrow i have to clean...poop then i dont know...i want to hang out with everyone...but who knows...saturday clean another house then come home and do my ( Read more... )

only 10 days until Michelle Ashley and I leave for flordia! im soo excited. this saturday is ring dance which is exciting.i have to work on friday and saturday which sucks but oh well im to the point where i am almost done with all this stupid school shit and working in the summer wont be as bad as it is now.  i cant wait to get away for a week and ( Read more... )

1] Take your LJ username and replace each letter with the corresponding number (A=1, B=2, etc...).
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9+3+15+6+21+19+5+25+15+21=

[2] Add all of the numbers together to create a kind of super number.

139

[3] Add the digits of the number together.

13

[4] Find the post of this number in your LJ. If you don't have that many posts, add the ( Read more... )

this weekend was extremely good until about 1 hour ago...friday night was chill...did really nothing saw some awesome people that i have not seen in a while then saturday just went and did some work then went and got my prom dress....its soo pretty....ya then went to a hockey game with ryan and my mom...today did some laundry and then hung out with ( Read more... )