i'm done, fried, lost

i thought i could offer so much

same trap sprung on me again

i... phew.... i am done

i think my mind has taken a turn that is of irreputable damage to self.

killing never seemed so close to me before.

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blank mind, drooling stare

forget me, forgotten everything

slight pain, loss of knowing

nothing to do, everywhere to be

fuses blown, fuses burned

want me now, act like i don't

must please, please you must

caring, off in your own world

i'm better than that, i keep finding you

the sex, it's all about the sex. Your Stupid

It's a crazy night night.  There is so much to do, but sleep seems to be the answer to everything.  I am going to bed, even though this is about the oddest entry ever.  If a book of matches could have a mind of it's own, i would be on fire and that's just that.

I have been doing like 7 things at once for the past two weeks. So far the total is, Working on my Apartment- I have painted my entertainment system, the coffee tables, making new Chairs and Couch out of old hotel lounge chairs (old wooden kind), hung new blinds (matchstick green faux bamboo), bought a carpet and covered the tacky tile around ( Read more... )

Welll, another day another down.  I have my first Calculus Quiz tommorrow.  I should do fine on it.  I am expecting to do rather well, at least I hope I do.  I just wanted to tell myself that one last time before I go to bed.  Night.

Tell me what you think.... I think it looks ok.


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Cows, Cows, and more Cows ( Read more... )

You scored as Schizophrenia. Congratulations! You are schizophrenic! You know how to space out for hours at a time in a corner and that The Dark Master is not joking..... keep on tossin' those word-salads... dress mess bless!

Schizophrenia
92%
Antisocial Personality Disorder
92%
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder
67%
Unipolar Depression
67%
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So I found out that my school doean't really care about admissions much.  O.K. so i work there, and i have my littl eloopholes.  But come to find out, whatever address you put down on your Admissions request is how they determine if you are In-District or Out-Of-District, Period.   There is no actual checking invovled.  We are talking the ( Read more... )