One would think that having knowledge or foresight of something painful would help it hurt a bit less, no? No.. Not really. Maybe it`s just the timing? Meh. My heart aches, I am way too stressed, and I so need more time in the day. Too much to do. Too much noise going on in my head to focus ( Read more... )

So very stressed... In so, so much pain... So lonely and just feeling so crappy, I just want someone to hold me close... Or even just be around people I can be affectionate or even just normal with.

I just wanna cry. I wanna sit and bawl my fucking eyes out.

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I wanna go out tonight! People need to either not live so damn far away, or not be flakey (xP love you Louise!).

anyone up for an adventure tonight? only catch is you`d have to drive . :D

21 at midnight!
not sure what I`m gonna do, though... bday celebrations appear to be happening mostly on friday/saturday. Faire! Mead! ^-^

woot really rough day/night. got a page or so of stuff ready to post, then "poof" all disappears. fuck it, maybe it shouldn`t be said then ( Read more... )

I fear tomorrow. I`m wanting a distraction. a place involving booze, preferrably. I want to get drunk. very drunk. any parties or otherwise social gatherings going on? don`t really care who it may be with, so long as it`s not joe or the rum guy :D

call or text. I`m not sleeping tonight.

*sigh*

monday: 8-4 RT, 6-11 HV
tuesday: 2-close RT
wednesday: 9-5 RT, 6-close HV
Thursday: 9-5 RT
friday: 8-4 RT (but I`ll be going down to sac after I`m off and won`t be back up here til 8pm saturday)
saturday: 9pm-close HV

<3

monday: 8-4 RT, 6-11 HV
tuesday: 2-close RT
wednesday: 9-5 RT, 6-close HV
Thursday: 9-5 RT

woot, way to fuck up again!

please excuse me while I go back inside my shell...

yanno, I really am an idiot. in case there were any doubts, thought I`d clear them up for you.