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The more I find myself to be feeling as though things are looking up, and I have reason to be content and happy, the more things tend to fall apart around me, as if challenging my ability to stay upbeat and secure ( Read more... ) -
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Incredibly eventful week... Friday I found out I was 9 weeks pregnant (perfect use of birth control, thank you; Fuck the NuvaRing), two days later I told the would-be father, Drew, and he reacted really well - "I'm here for you no matter what you choose to do". Amazing, considering we weren't officially dating or anything, and since he's only 19 ( Read more... ) -
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yay 3 more days and I have a day off and also get to find out if I have cervical cancer. w00t.
And I get to find out if I has a parasite or not...
And see Cinderella! Definite yay for the first and last statements. :P
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AANND... we`re back to square one.
Pathetic, alone, trying to find solace in someone, something, anything, "never good enough." I know...
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Ya know, it's days like these that really make me hate myself... Doing stupid shit, going nowhere way too fast, fucking my life up beyond repair... Some days, I really don't think I've changed all that much since childhood. Logically, of course, I know I have, yet when I feel as though I've fallen into this pit, it seems as though I'm just coming ( Read more... ) -
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ah, the little emo thoughts running around my head that I can`t quite seem to ignore... "will I ever be good enough for someone to really love and cherish as their no. 1 ( Read more... ) -
the return of Crazy-Amiee...
it`s pretty bad when one bawls at the prospect of eating anything, and goes into a sheer panic when around anything of sustenance. And when I lose 5 lbs in 4 days... back into the fucking cycle I go...
yay gym tonight for an hour...
*sigh*
I really am nuts, I`ve realized.
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I am so done with women. Again. So god damn moody and irrational, I can`t deal ( Read more... ) -
I wanna shave my cats...
Come tomorrow night, I will officially be moved out of Cameron Park, and living with roomies for the first time ever. Never mind the fact that 2.5 of them have been bedmates in the past... lil awkard I suppose ( Read more... ) -
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I find it bitterly hilarious that I am a walking statistic on oh so very many counts... more than I`d care to admit, really... fml ( Read more... )