It's sad, I'm not feeling in the best of moods right now. A lot of sad and very depressing things have happened today that have squashed my once happy mood and reduced it to just being depressed but optimistic. And I dont like being in this mood either.

How else would you feel if someone you once thought of as your best friend tells you that you're ( Read more... )

It just isnt fair. It really isnt.

My sister is in the USA at the mo, has been since january cos she's going to Arizona Uni but thats finished so now she's touring round America with these guys. Well, thats not fair either, but thats not it... anyway...

The clothes that she left at home, I was happily wearing, but then I told her one day over the ( Read more... )

*is suffering from a serious el-jay disease*

Yeah, I think I'm suffering from a recent outbreak of 'why-dont-i-ever-post-eritus' , also known as 'oopscrapiforgottoupdatethejournalagain-eritus'

Its a proven disease wher you never update your journal. Hardly ever. ever ever. I'm trying to get rid of it, but alas - *cries*

*pokes stomach*

you know, I actually havent had any meals today. No breakfast, no lunch, no dinner. Why am I not hungry?? *pokes stomach*

yeah, this is scary, no food but I'm not hungry :/ Now to me that doesnt make sense... Especially as its 11pm..

And on another note, I'm in love with my hair. It's being SO nice today, its great :) It's so ( Read more... )

*poem*

Yeah, I've written a poem.....why? cos...umm.....I had lots of feelings that I needed to express. And i was like 'um. *idea* a poem!!' so yeah. Here it is. Gimme your thoughts on it if you want as well, though not necessary :)

These feelings confuse me
I just don't understand
anything I ever want
just flies from my hands

Everything close by me
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Omg. oh. my. god. ooooh. myyyyyy. gooood. omg omgomgomgomgomg

ok, my heart is racing, my hands are all sweaty, and im all shifty in my seat. why? because.....umm.... well i kinda don't wanna say, but i do. woah. im still in shock. It happened about half an hour ago. omg omg omg omg omg omg.

Ok im not gonna say cos I dont really wanna reveal it (lol ( Read more... )

BlueJeLLo025: I heart you
oOoxXjenniXxoOo: i heart you more
BlueJeLLo025: nuh uh
oOoxXjenniXxoOo: uh huh
BlueJeLLo025: no
oOoxXjenniXxoOo: umm....
oOoxXjenniXxoOo: lemme check on that...
oOoxXjenniXxoOo: umm...
oOoxXjenniXxoOo: yes
BlueJeLLo025: noo silly
oOoxXjenniXxoOo: er, yes

lol, yeah, so thats how mine and Kari's conversation started off today.

Lmao, ( Read more... )

I hate Changing rooms at shops where they only have a curtain. Especially when the curtain doesnt close preoperly so that everyone outside can see you inside, in the reflection in the mirror. Honestly, why don't they just get doors??? I felt sooooo self conscious when I had to try on some bras in Matalan today, because I knew that anybody could ( Read more... )

Dun dun duuuuuun. Newsflash in: Lewis dumped Sophie :D

Yeah, he said that he hadn't really wanted to go out with her in the first place, which is strange....ok, so I shouldnt be happy because sophie's my mate, but I am. He didn't really hurt Sophie anyway, because they hadn't been together that long, and hadn't really been that involved. I think ( Read more... )

Dun dun duuuuuun. **Newsflash in : Lewis has a girlfriend **

uhuh. worse still, it's my mate Sophie. But I'm ok with it now. I wasn't in Tuesday, hence the whole 'crapped up' post. But I'm kinda ok with it now. Kinda. Except when I saw him on Wednesday night at the beach party. Sophie his gf came round my house and we walked to the beach, where ( Read more... )