Today is just today

[icy_rain_stars]

I am sitting here in 2nd block. Zoneing out on my adderall once again. Today is not as good as yesterday but thats alright. I'm still standing without tears. If that means anything at all. I am realy hungry but once again i can't eat because of this being drugged up deal. Adderall is an appetite depressent and it makes me sick to eat. But my tummy

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[ethicdoom]

I don't want you to die Raindrop. Things will get better someday.

[digitaltear]

"BANG!!!" says the sound of the gun as the physco killer pulles the trigger and visiously kicks the corps as he suddenly burst himself out your bedroom window, cutting his neck only to leave blood stains which later is the cause of his arrest for the muder of some chic a.k.a icy_rain_stars.
Your casket was ok, alittle dule. The cerimony was briff and only a few showed up. Even though there were few people, there was enough love in this small 56' by 56' shaded grey room to be shared with the world.
You have an addiction, it's in your mind the pill is just a vision of what you want to be...powerful! Well newsflase you fuck! Your human you have the choice the fucking choice to be powerful or not. Well you decress your life to a little substance that is just a reflection of what you want to be, or would you like to be that little pill that proclaims to be so powerful??? You have to choice now grab it by it's suttle breath.

Well...

[icy_rain_stars]

Thanks... to whoever you are. your right but theres more to it than just that.