okay,. so finally i've managed to get rid of most of the guys ive been goin on random dates with. just my average friends, the people that i meet at one of my best friends house,. who soone become mutual friends, my joshy in afghanistan, and this other guy mike whos a photographer. there are a few who also want my attention, but i just tend to ( Read more... )

so, here i am again. writing about my crazy life since i cant think straight. where do i begin.. lol. lets see, tristen, a friend of mine from high school has been hanging with me lately and ive told him many times that things will never go anywhere between us, but yet he still thinks he has a chance. i dont want to loose him as a friend, but it ( Read more... )

    so, a lot has happened lately. i found this guy on hotornot.com and his name was steve. we dated for like two weeks and i broke up with him because he was being distant and wasnt paying attention to me the way someone should when your dating them. during the time of us dating, his friends kharla and mike came over to my house with him and ( Read more... )

so,. i am so excited! i finally found my long lost high school journals,. they were here all along on this website that i had forgotten about,. thank goodness i remembered my password.. i always come up with the most clever ones that i can always remember.. anyway. im so excited i re-found my place to vent everyday,.. ahh and no one really knows ( Read more... )

well, lets see, i went to work friday,. the normal, im just the friday night fruit cutter for sunday brunches. i do an average of 15 pounds of pineapple and 13 pounds of cantelope in bite size squares in about an hour and a half. anyhoo, after my experience at work and working with a new employee, kristen harris, i headed back to the dorm,. ruched ( Read more... )

hey journal, i know i havent writen in like a million and ten years, but thats okay. over the past months, ive gotten engaged to a wonderful person, corey lawrence. how it happened? well it was on november 23, 2003. it was the first day i had seen corey since summer. that night, he took me to the fishing dock he had taught me to fish at this past ( Read more... )

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well since last entry, ive broken up with corey altogether. and so things have been quite different. i met this one guy who wanted to date me, but i was interested in a junior at the time so i told him that maybe if things didnt work out with the guy then id consider dating him. well things didnt go to well with him. hes a shallow bastard. and told ( Read more... )

well here i am. i survived two plane rides and being with various reletives for three weeks straight. it was all so wonderful. i wish i could go back. anythings better then this crummy place, so far away from family and especially corey. i miss him so much. its just been hi and bye between us lately but i know its from the stress of new friends and ( Read more... )

what a month it has been. my party, meeting new people, brent moving, corey to be moving soon, tests, crazy-ness, switching classes a million times, yea.and my comp screen it sparking at me and im getting scared so i must go,.more later