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its been a while since i up-dated.sorry i've been really busy lately.so i am going out with one of my best friends.the holidays were good.i got most of what i wanted.my grades are all good.i love math the most this year so far since i switched out of the class that the person i am going out with is in.i didn't play volleyball this year which sucks. ( Read more... ) -
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i can't wait for tomarrow.i love skool.it sucks that my bff is now in a differnt skool though.its ok though i will be in the same skool as her next year.i wanted skool to start like forever ago.well i gots to go to chirch.love to allz. -
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so i just got done baby sitting for one week.i was supost to be baby sitting for two weeks but i couldn't stand the two little brats any more.i wanted to kill them.i got home friday night.i am going to the fair today.i am going to have so much fun.amina can't go with me though.thats ok because i love how she moved.so i'm ok with her not going with ( Read more... ) -
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so my summer is ok its not great.i feel like a am loseing my best friend because i never talk to her or see her anymore.i under stand why she can't see me very often,and i noo that sometimes i just make it worse and not better.i miss you amina.we need to hang out before you go to L.A. ok.i am going to cuntry in the park tomarrow and if you don't ( Read more... ) -
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ok so my exfriend tia,exfriend ally,and i are not friends.tia has messed up so many times this past month i can't even count and i was still her friend i gave her so many chances.so she desides to talk about my exboyfriend jess who died.when she nows i am really sencidive on that subject and i will always be.i loved him and i still do and what dos ( Read more... ) -
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ok.so i don't want to be sad anymore.i love jess and i always will.i can't be like amina and pretend like every thing is fine.i don't sleep,i don't talk to anyone.i need to get over him.i am scared to get in a nother relationship becuz i am scared to be hurt.i no that he is dead and nothing is going to change that but i want him to still be here.i ( Read more... ) -
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ok so today was my cuz's b-day,and the 4th of july.my bf came over at like noon and stayed till 10 p.m. i want to brakup with my bf.he is to klingy,shy,he got me grounded,he dosn't no how to leave me alone,ect..ok so i addmite i am not over jess and it will take me a long time to be over him.i still cry over him a lot.i go over to his house a lot ( Read more... ) -
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i feel like there is only one place i can be by myself,and that is jess's house.i only feel safe when i am with amina or when i am at jess's house.i go to jess's house a lot and when i am there i tend to not answer my cell phone. -
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i couldn't play in the volleyball championships cuz i was to sick to play.but i am ok now.thank god.volleyball is over now.that toldly sucks.but there is still some stuff i have to do with my team though.i still hate both of my coachs.there is nothing to do.i went to camp for a week and didn't hurt myself like i always do.i had a lot of fun.i meet ( Read more... )