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[iddothestars]

today i woke up and thought, "i want out."i want free of this whole terrible thing. i want to be alone until i can find somebody who will be my friend. who will take care of my troubles like i will take care of theirs. i want to be free of the last three years of my life, in a big way. he can't be welcome here, anymore. i am so tired of our story.

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[riderofrohan8]

It's always painful, but it might help to look at this as a new opportunity--you can start completely fresh, and make your life exactly what you want it to be. Everyone who belongs somewhere had to get there first. :/

[iddothestars]

thank you. it's silly, but i was just so sure of what i had going for me. but things aren't for sure, not really ever, and so i'm learning and becoming more myself because of it. like anything, progress from here on out will have to start with myself.
i guess the point is to realize that even getting just me myself and alone isn't too bad a deal at all.