"What's Happening To Me?"

you know, don't you? when all the choices have been stripped
away, what do you do? You choose what's left.
You choose whatever dark adventure was meant for you.
You go beyond them. You risk . . . whatever there is to be risked.

Mostly . . . you risk yourself

a week or so ago i got into an arguement with someone who is about as close to me as they come.....and after the dispute i had wanted to vent in my live journal about it.......and by vent in my live journal about it. I, in no way mean that i planned on any live journal bashing of this person....but by the time I got around to it everything was cool ( Read more... )

So yes........update....*twiddles fingers* oh sweet jesus....i dont think i can take the pressure of updating a live journal that no ones reads.......(did i say pressure....oh silly me) its not the pressure its the fact that this is so totally redundent its almost fucking retarted.......i guess its an open pannel discussion for bitching about life ( Read more... )

In the year 2005 I resolve to:

Become an online stalker.

Get your resolution here

Havent we been here before....

I'm wanna scream..........but no one would hear

So i updated.....no one asked for an update....and there is no reason to make one......last night was devils night and we all went out to the red shed....some bands played.....it was windy...i had to jump my car.....the whole thing had a sort of total chaotic sporadicness about it.......it kept feeling like who's ever idea this was , it could go to ( Read more... )

Well im updating...is there any point in it *laughs* probably not.....but there is sick sadisfaction in it.....went to shanes tonight to pick up a video game ( a long one something to keep me prepared for the life altering event of getting a job and giving up on my so called social life) i feel alot of sympathy for the characters there.....Dre ( Read more... )

I spent most of last night draggin this lake for ( Read more... )

"God Fuck You! this isnt my idea of a good morning!"........yeah well you know what fuck you right back your fucking bad morning mirrors my bad fucking past week and a half, of course you didnt give a shit what i was goin thru.....all the tears ive shed and all the sleepless nights ive had.......THAT DONT MEAN A FUCKING THING TO YOU DOES IT? that i ( Read more... )

another day over with and done........and me on my cigarette fast...but im gonna put all that jazz on hold and vent about nicole for a little bit........so i finally get her to start talking to me today....and like a phrophet fore-telling the future i knew no matter what i said she was gonna get pissed off and jump offline before the whole thing ( Read more... )