I lost one of the most important things in my life today, i have never hurt so badly before and i dont think ill ever be the same again

All of my love, you will be missed....

-R

:Note: to anyone reading this....No, there is nothing you can do so please dont bother...

if your any friend of mine and if you have any intelligenc at all go here, and read this....

http://www.seizureandy.com/stuff/guts.html

-R

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how do i say, what i want to say? there are no words......its started off as bad poetry that got aborted early on, that it could only reach its full potential and meaning thru some other form or means. who's good enough for you. and i arose with only a single answer.........No one....espeically not them ....and no, not even me. whos worthy? the ( Read more... )

aw shit....i feel like a concussion grenede went off in side my skull.......i woke up this morning and tried to get around.......the pain in my head and abdomen we're really kinda discouraging and i thought at one point that resistence to this horrid feeling was pointless.......but i got up told aaron to roust himself and for us to take off........ ( Read more... )

well this is me updating my live journal.........i figured it was about due for an update.....maybe just a casual hello to let the world know that i still exsist ( not that i believe anyone really reads my live journal) but in that case maybe its just to get my voice outa my head and down on paper (cyber paper that is)and see if theres any form of ( Read more... )

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R.I.P. Amy

Aaron and Crystal.....i love you guys.... i hope your both doing okay....

Josh......we be keepin it gangsta 'ight?

9mm Blackout, back up in your ass with the resurrection....

Hey whats up ya little jerks? ( note: that is a term of endearment to all my TRUE friends so please dont be offended ) not much is going on........im out hitting up the white slave trading market.......err i mean trying to find a job......a job equals all answers........money for car insurence....money for new amp which will revive my band....... ( Read more... )