reading and writing inventing secluding ( Read more... )

I realized that I always type shit on here in a way to please others, however, it's not an accurate representation of how I really think. I am going to start retyping what I write in my personal journal to share what is actually going on in my mind. Starting with today ( Read more... )

I hate how I can never sleep when I actually have to get up and do things the next day ( Read more... )

Wooooah. Life is crazy and I should begin to expect the unexpected, I suppose.
Rabies, kissing, cuddling, spacebags, roommates, mental breakdowns, wood, firecrackers, secrets, travelers, warm weather, binges, shows.

Oh, summer, you sneaked up on me.

Life has been crazy lately but in an incredibly amazing way! Mike broke up with me, and my god, it was the best thing anyone's ever done for me. I was held back by that relationship in good ways and in bad ways. The bad- I never got to see any of my friends, and my whole life was focused on making it out to Dyer every weekend to see him without any ( Read more... )

It's time for a revolution within myself. Seriously.

Life has been very stressful lately. I'm having a difficult time finding a job, but luckily my boyfriend's dad has been letting me work for him on the weekends passing out flyers for $7/hr, so I should make rent. Plus I get to work with Mike all day and that makes me very very happy. Our house is very cool. So far there have been no arguements ( Read more... )

We live in our house now. I'm too exhausted to give details. It's pretty damn cool.

My friends and I are getting a house this Friday. It's going to be a collective house. I'm pretty excited. It's in Hammond, Indiana and it's fucking huge and wonderful. Five bedrooms, two bathrooms, basement for shows, garage for bike workshop, and a backyard for a garden. I'm so fucking excited ( Read more... )

A wave of depression has definitely taken over me. I'm unhappy with pretty much everything right now. I hate feeling this way, it's so selfish! My life isn't really that bad. I'm fed, housed.. yeah ( Read more... )