I love earlyy mornings... I can wake up at a normal hour, take a long relazing shower, do my hair and makeup, have some coffee, read, chill, have a cigarette, with plenty of time to get dressed and get to my first class. It's cutee. I can't wait to have afternoon classes next semester ( Read more... )

Update =)

Hope everyone is well <33 I feel like I know nothing about anyone these days, I'm totally out of the loop... and it's not like I don't care. I wish I could still be around for everyone. Some people back home are going through some really rough shit and it sucks that I can't be there to support them. It makes me feel all the more guilty ( Read more... )

( i should be in class. )

YAY. I'm homeeeeeeee. I've never been so happy in my house. I missed it ( Read more... )

I've finally grown up a little and learned from it all and starting moving on. I found the sweetest, cutest, dorkiest, most sincere and crazy awesome kid ever. I'm smiling again. ...and now he's leaving after only a week and I feel even lonlier than before. Figures.

College sucks.

There's now less than 2 weeks before life as I know it changes forever. I am not at allllll ready. But on top of it all, some of my friends seem to think it's the perfect time to be complete assholes and ruin whatever memories I have left. Or, at the very least, most are just cranky and unenthusiastic about spending time with one another. Don't ( Read more... )

The longer I ignore this thing, the longer I wait for some catastrophic, even apocalyptic event to occur, or to run away and elope with some italian exchange student heartthrob.. or even the hottie oceanside pool lifeguard.. so that when I finally write something, it's worth reading. But, no. There's still nothing interesting to write about. So I ( Read more... )

It's scary to know that, in the entire world, there isn't one person who truly cares about you, who misses you when they don't see you, who is sad when you're sad, who would do what they could to make you happy.
Everyone deserves that much.

[ ROFLCOPTER].
numero schfifty five. kayleen showed me that. loveeeeeeoceanside.

Why is it almost June ? Jesus.
13 days left.
:O !

[it looks better on me...]
yay[promSoooo. Life ( Read more... )

perfectly failing
sleep is overrated
& as words march
across an empty screen
i s c r e a m
i'm scared that
it is gone tonightMy keyboard is at a gravity-defying angle right now, the keys are facing me instead of the ceiling. It's so cool. I have to type like this forever ( Read more... )