overbearing panic attack entrenching my veins ( Read more... )

pushing a lover to love another
are you turned on?

♥

i actually feel really accomplished right now.
i have 2 jobs - fuddruckers and the house of kones
i have the best boyfriend ever ♥i have almost 800 in the bank for my car and 2 checks coming next week to put in there ( Read more... )

so i guess today is the first day of spring break even though mine really started yesterday. i just hung out with matt all day because nobody would have been at school anyways ( Read more... )

note to self:
don't ever get your fucking hopes up again.
you always suprise me....

once again your eyes make it hard to say goodbye so i'll just keep driving ( Read more... )

definitly not happy with myself
i dont want to be annoying or anything. give you your personal space or whatever...im just stuck and i miss things...i miss us.
today just kind of sucked and im lonely and ....yeah im lonely

i want a jetpack so i can fly away from here...

i guess i have to be very introspective when i look at the situation. we're over and he has already moved on. it has taken me awahile to realize it but we just weren't right. if someone has to try that hard in a relationship it's not going to work. it shouldn't be forced. its almost as if i lost a part of myself and gave it to him. but its slowly ( Read more... )

there is nothing i can do...