so i haven't written in here in ages and i don't know what really struck me to even look at this but yet again it seems that i turn to this thing when life is not going according to plan. it seems like i can write my feelings and none of the people i used to talk to even look at this thing so i guess im not worried that anyone will see this. i just ( Read more... )

things aren't goin so good right now.

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congratulations alyssa. i own your face <3

yay its my birthday yay!!!!!!

but all i want is you...

today is jessica's birthday and tomorrows mine and i think it would be fuckin hot if some of you all hung out with me. okay?

7 days....

till i marry brandon boyd.

i did this thing a long time ago and i guess a lot of shit has changed....wow

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did you mean all those things you said...
even when you said you'd never change
writing you letters you never read
waste my breath on paper
when you reflect do you
get that feeling like you used to...
and every time you run away,
i know you still have memories.

now that you've left,
make me feel like I'm gone
you did all these things I hated

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supposing everything is alright...i miss you.
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so yeah i'm definitly just sitting at matts grandmas because for some reason cassie's parents didn't go out of town so we have no where to go now ( Read more... )