Rationalizing only gets you so far...Its a vicious cycle and when you think you are free from it all something kicks up in the thought process that just keeps it going for no reason whatsoever. I think part of it is just where I'm at in life right now compared to my younger friends. I know I shouldn't compare to them cause thats just what they do ( Read more... )

Rationalizing only gets you so far...Its a vicious cycle and when you think you are free from it all something kicks up in the thought process that just keeps it going for no reason whatsoever. I think part of it is just where I'm at in life right now compared to my younger friends. I know I shouldn't compare to them cause thats just what they do ( Read more... )

As much as I really don't care what other people think, I really like having this space for screaming and not really having anyone read it (Since no one really uses LJ at all) Where I can just emo rant all day without having to really answer to anyone about how I'm feeling while still wearing the mask of happiness that I wear 24/7 ( Read more... )

I still miss you :'(

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Man am I ever so inconsistent in posting. Maybe I should get to fixing that. But we all know that I always say it and never really follow through ( Read more... )

So this weekend has been pretty sweet. Friday was full of good times, lots of walking and talking, and building up relations. As the few of you that read this have noticed I have been feeling quite well the past week or so. This is definitely something I do not want to lose ( Read more... )

Long time no talk journal. So many things are going on that its almost impossible to keep up nowadays. Making money and paying bills. Trying to get out of the house so that I can finally start life. It's gonna be kind of weird when I move out. But I feel like I am ready to take on the task. It'll just be another set of routines I need to set ( Read more... )

I'm just sitting in my hotel room about to go to bed. I've been really slacking in the updates. I just haven't been able to find the right things to write. Its lately been all about relationships and love, but thats what my life has come down to ( Read more... )

"Consequence Free ( Read more... )