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[ddrfreakpi]

As much as I really don't care what other people think, I really like having this space for screaming and not really having anyone read it (Since no one really uses LJ at all) Where I can just emo rant all day without having to really answer to anyone about how I'm feeling while still wearing the mask of happiness that I wear 24/7

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[skeeballstar]

I have learned - try not to focus on "getting back" but on "moving forward" and building something new. It changes your perspective.

Feel better. :)

[ddrfreakpi]

Yea but when you try to build something up and it feels so one-sided that you just give up and move on. I know its not always going to be that way but its just sooooo aggravating that I'm trying to talk to people and try to figure stuff out and just get stonewalled by 95% of people I talk to.

I just wanna scream and punch walls and release some of this energy just brewing and stewing in me. Maybe I should take up the offer to take a vacation in Chicago for a few days.

[skeeballstar]

Trying building in a different place. Broaden your reach.

Also - take up an activity that will help you manage your enegery in a positive way.

Change your perspective - change your world.

[ddrfreakpi]

Thank you random person lol. I have been trying to do this but I don't think I'll be able to fully do it until I can get out of this place and am able to grow like I need to. Hopefully that time comes soon. I should take Jian's advice on his autograph to me "Conquer the world...Please"