Your Love Style Is...
Caring!

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not depressing, just sad ( Read more... )

I dunno. I don't want to get depressed. And if I do, it's worse on her because she picks up on these things (if I get sad, she feels even more sad, etc.). I suppose I could try going back to being Uncomfortably Numb..... a time when I could feel nothing, neither pleasure nor pain... but that's not living. And I dunno how that'd affect her ( Read more... )

I don't know what's wrong with me. I can't keep track of a single thought. I've got homework but I can't get myself to sit down and actually work on it. I want to try to keep Christine entertained, as she's always at home. But whether I'm truly boring or perhaps there isn't much here that really interests her into doing anything. I know a few ( Read more... )

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1. Who are you ( Read more... )

for the last week, I've been seeing someone and now have a girlfriend..... is this possible? Mr. I've never been on a date? I dunno if these constitute "dates" per-se but we've been spending a lot of time together. I'm still in shock.

I have been poisoned. I feel it seeping into my mind, heart, and soul. I can feel the venom dripping off of my teeth as I spit out the word "Hello." and for that, I have become fearful of myself and what I may have become.

I'm one of the most ethical people I know. Definitely a generous and caring person. And only just now have I realized how selfish and stupid I've been the whole time. I haven't wanted too much out of life. I should have asked for more. I should have taken. And I have done neither of these. I've always known the path I was going to walk. And ( Read more... )

So if you really care about me, you won't come back ( Read more... )