I understood why we love...and realised that I don't ( Read more... )

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that i should just F-U-C-K EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE ( Read more... )

i don't even have the urge to write...just decided to update u (as if someone is interested) never the less i will remember it ( Read more... )

i was thinking about what a weak person I am.I can't control myself my emotions/I can't control anything/anyone/ I am being rude to people who don't deserve it nice to the ones that don't either.I will stop once and for all.All of this will come to the end.I will stop my behavior and will start...I don't know what yet but I will change
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FUCK IT?i just had such smart words coming out and i accidently deleted them.

ok...so this day was extremely wierd.a guy actually is fallin in love with me and I don't even want to.I mean I am amazed of this person but I don't understand what is it he sees in me...I am a wierdo)I can tell for sure that he is a liar and he enjoys it.Damn life is way to confused ( Read more... )

i don't know feeling kinda bored and tired because of this stupid econom theory.seriously i think it's not made for me((first of all i can't memorize it.second of all i don't even understand the usage of it.was expecting for my letter to be replied to.instead got some stupid theatre newsletter.nothin new nothin interestin
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kinda of in a good mood since I am about to meet my dear friend *****)
everything is going to be cool

turns out they are actually fading...i am getting upset over this.I cant remember the feelings I had toward one or another person whom I don't spend time with anymore (and not because of me) I only remember but not clearly some kind of warmth toward them but with some sort of bitterness.I am losing my mind.I want new feelings and memories but the ( Read more... )